Went to my family doctor that day, and she suggested a really good read. Apparently the "Power of Your Subconscious" is a life-changing book. Shall just see how effective it is ;) while I was hunting for it, I also came across what I've been searching for ... book thongs ! The purple one was awfully cute so I decided to add that to the cart together with a book light. Just had to get it cause its blue. blue. blue. and it would come in handy for long car/plane journeys at night.
