Some of us constantly remind ourselves to change but at the end of the day we start to feel it's really undeserving cause the other party never does. Respectively the boys and girls don't want to be the only one who's putting in all the effort. Small occasions could turn out to be really big tests, guiding us in uncovering the truth together with the harsh reality that comes coupled with it. Lovers never learn. Lovers don't tire from pushing & pulling. And it's a blessing when a weekend getaway comes into the picture. Maybe the sea will help one think better and see things clearer.
Some things are not meant to be.
But what if it's worth pursuing, and you've never given her enough faith to run with you?